I'm going down with a fight

You sometimes may hit bumps on the road.
You may be told some information that could physically tear you down and make you feel so destroyed that you question your own worth.
But do not, I repeat do not EVER let it destroy you.

Whatever the outcome, whatever the possibility. If there is a 1% chance of succeeding or 99% chance of succeeding. You fight for it.

Because at the end of the day, if it was worth starting, it's at least worth all the hard work and effort you put into it to KEEP GOING.

At the end of the day you've got to decide what's more important, accepting defeat and lack of effort or accepting the FACT that you tried your fucking best.

I know what to do. Ill plead my case, I'll be honest and show the evidence I have to support myself. But I will never fucking give up until I can promise to you I have put in 200%.

You can take my pride and crush my soul. But you cannot and I repeat CANNOT take away something which I have worked hard for and put in blood sweat and tears. Not now, not ever.

Try break me, try tell me I haven't earned it. I DARE YOU.

Faith.

Sometimes all it takes is one moment to realise where you've been going wrong your whole life. Just one moment in time to realise what's been planned for you. And that's it for me now. I understand my destiny. I've found faith in something. And in what well...I do not know. But I feel passion, happiness, love and direction.

Some may say it's God, others just a coincidental realisation of my own destiny.

But I know now what I'm doing and where I'm going and who will be there with me. And it's definitely set in stone.

Although this scares me it gives me hope for the future. And I feel this hope like an everlasting flow around me.

Everything happens for a reason, I've been told before. And I'm not sure why this is. Or whom it is by. But I know it now.

The struggle has surpassed me now. There is nothing but determination and happiness left.

And for all those people who have been or are currently in my life I wish you all the best and all the love I could possibly pass around. For I am blessed to have even known any of you for a split second. And I thank you for bringing me to this moment even if it was unknowingly to you or myself.

I am so happy within myself and right now that's all I need.

I have faith.