And I believed you.

And I believed you.

That's what was the best part.
From the way you smiled, down to the soothing tone of your voice.

You believed in me.

And that was the peculiar part. For I didnt even believe it myself.
That I had it in me to make it...
But you recognised it.

And I believed you.

The end

And that's all we were in the end. Two people brought together by chance, fate if you will. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people completely lost due to events which the past unfolded before we had even met.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people blinded by the romanticised visionaries before us. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people who needed the comfort of a stranger. A warm unfamiliar touch.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people betrothed to one another. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people who knew one of the other like a missing part of a jigsaw. Created by another. Moulded for another landscape, but fit comfortably into the new. Different but aware of this.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people bewildered by the quickening pace of comfortability. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people who knew the truth. Unable to acknowledge it. But alert to the changes unfolding.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people becoming one. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people connected. Solidarity.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people betrayed by their own needs. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people who knew the fatality of their crossed paths. A blank space, needing to be filled.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people barely responding to the other. Not feeling haste, nor need of the contact any longer. But still we needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together as two people, two individuals. More different than first anticipated.

And that's all we were in the end. Two people breathing calmly down the phone. We needed each other in some sick and twisted way to fill the harrowing silence of midnight. We came together out of duty. Not need nor want.

And that's all we were in the end
Two people who needed closure.
But still needed one another in some sick and twisted way
To fill the harrowing sound of midnight.




(On a side note I hope you enjoyed my fictional piece of poetry I'm not quite sure as to what this is based on it just popped into my mind but I hope you enjoy it)

From the midst of darkness comes freckles of light...

Never write without inspiration, thought or diligence. This is something which I have held as truth for a long period of my life and is something which I would like to explain to all of my 2 followers.

I understand that I do not post often and when I do it is usually a rant, rage or discussion point and I apologise for the lack of empathy/remorse towards this I feel because I promise it is not out of arrogance but out of truth.

Truth is something which I adhere too. It is not an almighty power within the clouds, nor a book which I bow down and sing praise for ... I believe that to be true to yourself is the most respectful and honourable trait that a human can possess.

You can only ever be you. And if that's the girl who sits quietly in the back of a lecture and hates being spoken too or the girl whose voice sounds so brutally abrasaive please do not attempt to be anyone else. Be brave. Be YOURSELF! As this world has too many Kardashians wannabes.

What I am trying to say is (in a rambling lexis as per usual) that I apologise if my blog seems to be negative, as I promise you that I am not a person who shrouds herself in negativity and only sees darkness in the night sky. I also see stars, glitter and freckles of wonderful discovery through the tiny balls of fire up in the sky at night.

But from darkness emerges light and from light comes sight and beauty...

I will never write a post which lacks body or content because I think before I write and process whether or not something has the raw passion which I mentally discussed it to hold, because from this passion and deep thought emerges something truthful and without the element of self belief and truth where is my sincerity?

Yes some of my posts seem bleak or obsolete but I believe the most beautiful things we read or see are things which are created from innately truthful passion.

So to round up this post, which may seem like an ironic post but...

I promise to never write something without the character flare or passion behind it, so you may be waiting a while for something to pop up, but I promise you that it will not be posted without certainty, thought and emotion.